heaven knows

Yes, it’s finally holiday for me. For this 1 miserable week. But.. it’s better than nothing. After months of madness, this holiday is going to be a nice relaxing one for me. I plan to… clean out my horrendous room, watch the movies I downloaded and stole, read some novels and just laze around a bit.

 

I’ve just ventured into Good Charlotte’s new album… Some songs are pretty good. In fact, there’s even a song that’s dedicated to God. Wow… I’m amazed. It’s a really good album. “Harlow’s Song” is very very nice..

 

Right Where I Belong

As I leave the empty station

First thing I see is the sun over the mountains

West Hastings street, anxiously waiting

That’s when I feel that God is all around me

And I don’t know where to begin

To say I’m sorry for my sins

So I collapse into your arms

I’m sorry it took me so long

Out here, for me to find my way back home

I didn’t have a reason

For when I stopped believing

But I need you to know

That I’m right where I belong

Now I see everything clearly

In the rearview

That you were right beside me

So long ago, my voice of reason

It disappeared, along with my convictions

And now I know where it begins

Accept forgiveness for my sins

And just collapse into your open arms

I’m sorry it took me so long

Out here, for me to find my way back home

I didn’t have a reason

For when I stopped believing

But I need you to know

That I’m right where I belong

If all we are is where we’ve been

Then I know where I want to be

No matter how far I drift again

You keep a light on for me

Out here, so i can find my way back home

I didn’t have a reason

For when I stopped believing

But I need you to know

That I’m right where I belong now, with you

So I’ll stay quiet in your arms

Words don’t have a meaning

There’s no use in repeating

But I need you to know

That I’m right where I belong

EXTERNAL EXAM’S TOMORROW!!! Argh~!!!

 

Counting down to the last hours before the exam. I’m thinking of how to make those hours well accounted for now. 6 subjects to study for a 4 hour continuous exam. It’s just natural that some of us will lose our minds at the end of it. The moment I’m sort of done studying my physics, I kind of think that I’ve forgotten like 40% of my anatomy. Damn… Can’t they at least separate the 2 papers??

 

Anyway… today’s the all-nighter day in order to prep up for tomorrow’s battle!! It’s either I kill the paper or I’ll be killed by the paper. RAWR~!! After that, I’m just gonna throw everything aside and enjoy my 1 week’s worth of break. Looking forward to it already… *sob sob*

Yes people, I’m blogging again. LOL!!! Sorry for the temporary abandon-ment.

 

Hmm…let’s see what has happened over the days/weeks/months…

 

Life’s been revolving a lot around academics and clinicals. Been going to clinics and hospitals a lot. Met different people in the hospital everyday. Some which are so young but are terminally ill. Some who tell me that their traditional “Kampung” medicine of some carrot juice mix helped cure his Urinary Tract Infection. Just funny stories all around and almost everytime that I’m there.

 

College’s been….err… kind of “interesting” as well. There’s a psycho in my class which I highly classify him as having bipolar disorder. My new batch of juniors just came in last week. Without a doubt… all of them are older than me. LOL!! But… half of them are doctors. So, I’m not quite sure how it’s going to turn out to be. Them trying to outsmart us seniors?? Don’t bother asking us for any advice or pointers on skill work?? Oh well… we’ll know in time.

 

Life’s been pretty boring too. Constant studying, studying and more studying. Can’t wait till my 1 week holiday next week. And by the way… my external exam is this Saturday!!! I’m a bit jittery about it. Same as I was for my internal exams. 6 papers, 6 subjects in 4 continuous hours. Total madness I tell you. The internal exam kick started with the Physics paper. I did pretty well in that. From there on, everyday went downhill…and that was a pretty steep hill. Second paper onwards was like, “the heck… I’ve never even heard of this or studied this before”. Yup… I winged 5 papers out of 6. Thankfully, I passed them all gracefully. I’m kind of hoping that I’ll do better in my external exam which is suppose to be a bit harder. I would so like to tell the external exam papers, “JUST DIE ALREADY!!”

 

And… I’m sure everyone has been pondering and waiting to see his pretty face…