heaven knows

As quoted by Edna, I’ve finally signed the divorce papers with my Final Year Project and thesis. Should I jump for joy?? Of course I’m jumping for joy!! All those nights staying up to work on perfecting my thesis… it better pay off. LOL

Finals are coming next week. My preparations are half hanging still and I do feel like hanging myself at the same time. But then again… this is the last time I’ll be sitting for these sort of things. So, got to suck it up no matter what.

On an entirely separate note…

I do find things to be slightly more complicated now than they used to be. I often ponder on whether it is because I made them that way or it just spontaneously happened. I’m rather clueless about it myself. I even find it hard to define or explain how I feel and why I feel that way nowadays. Signs of psychosis or bipolar disorder maybe???

I have finally come to the end of writing my thesis. Yay~!!!! Yup, I officially finished the contents and main chapters at 5am this morning. And since I’ll have to be preparing myself for uni at 6am, I decided to stay awake anyway and torture myself with gastric.

My thesis was like my one and only hope left to pull up my grades this semester. That’s why I was crunching and scrutinizing it so badly. Finishing my thesis gave me a slight liberation. Although I’ve still got minor grammar corrections, at least the main text is done and I don’t need to crack my brains and eyes to hunt, print and read journals anymore. But I think I still need to a bit for my presentation next week. After next week, my final year project would officially come to a close and then it would be FINALS time.

I went for my 1st job interview yesterday and I think it went pretty well. At least I wasn’t one of those who couldn’t answer on how to do a blood grouping test. Haha… The answer just popped up from the back of my head. Amazing… But yeah, I’ll still have to wait for their confirmation whether they “want” me or not. I’m still considering that company though. Working hours are crazy. So… more like a 50-50 chance.

Anyways… time to go uni soon and probably caffeinate myself to stay awake the whole day. Last test tomorrow to wrap up all the midterms for the semester. Now you see how “sad” it is that almost everything is coming to an end?? Lol… up to your interpretation…