heaven knows

my life in grey

Sometimes... People can be so stupid. Like really really stupid. And by saying this, I do not mean that I am stupid. I may be stupid in some ways, but I'm not in a lot of ways.

What is the meaning of education? We pay a whole lot of money to the institution to get a piece of paper? We go in there, get some bit of what some people define is as "life"? Or do we go in there to get the necessary knowledge to be a better person and achieve what you've seen your eyes upon? I think education is very much misinterpreted nowadays.

I especially refer to one THING that just happened not too long ago. Why bother taking a test when you already know what questions are coming out and you've prepared the answers for them? What kind of dumb knowledge do you gain out of doing that? Yeah, you may get the highest mark and bragging rights, but when you open your mouth, it's so obvious that you're blonde.

Some people actually work very hard for the test just to get a decent grade or maybe even to pass. Then these bunch of idiots get the questions from seniors and sat for the same paper. And after that, you go around telling people that you're afraid you're going to get full marks. Isn't that a lot of SHIT to take in for those who studied day and night just to sit for the same paper? How the hell does it make you look smarter?? Digitally?? Cause you're definitely not mentally smarter.

Getting tips for the exam/test and getting the exact questions for the test is entirely different.

I personally feel that this are the kind of people who don't deserve the grades. I would give them grades... for being professional cheaters.....

Hmm... I'm supposed to be studying for my Molecular Biology test now. But I just don't have the mood to do so. Even after my tutor scared me by saying that I should watch out for 2 subjects in my whole course... Microbiology(which I passed somehow) and Molecular Biology.

Mood oh mood....where art thou...??? *sleeps* zZZzzzZzZzzz...~~

Someone commented that I'm fat. ... ... ....

Yes I'm fat. I openly admit it loudly. I do not have a case of self-denial. =p

So this fat one has got to sleep now....to get fatter. Fits the theory and a good reason to sleep more.

How well do you know about your BRAINS...??

Do you know that once your brain cells die or degenerate in your Central Nervous System, they can never be regenerated? You can't just go along and make new brain cells every now and then can't you?? Which makes them so special and so important.

For your information, thinking, memorising and stuff like that is controlled by your Central Nervous System.

Today... For sure.... Without fail... Definitely.... A number of my brain cells died. Actually they sort of started dying on Friday.

My theory: Excessive studying of Neurobiology kills brain cells.

There I was busy understanding all the brain stuff. And after some time, if I could see it, I'm sure I will be seeing smoke coming out from my head. That smoke would cloud and pollute my whole room. Signs of a neurodegenerative disease coming along....one that is induced by it's own host. How smart is that??

Another session of killing my brain cells coming up on Thurs and Fri.... more brain cells about to die. So don't question me if I look exceptionally blur. I lack the neurons to transmit the info quickly.... But that doesn't make me stupid either~!!! =P

OMG....I'm sick again!!! This is not happening. I just recovered from being all down and sick not too long ago. It hasn't even been a month.

Please... Please... PLEASE.....

Don't come near me when you're sick. I have a weak immune system that readily allows me to get sick anytime, any day. This is so not funny man... 2 tests coming up... Gearing up to die big time thanks to this stupid sickness that makes me sleep.

I personally feel....that being a Student Rep is like being superman/superwoman (metophorically speaking). This is why....

  1. You're expected to do a whole lot of things in the same period of time.
  2. You're expected to do UNEXPECTED things too.
  3. You're always being compared to (p.s....superman: "it's a bird, it's a plane, no, it's superman...pfft~!)
  4. You're expected to not go crazy at any given time.
  5. You have to be reasonable at ALL times.
  6. You can hear every single thing that you're worrying about all at one go.
  7. You almost never get any sleep.
  8. You're always needed somewhere to do some thing.
  9. You have to be ON CALL... 1 call and you're there.
  10. The work never ceases (do you see superman ever stop rescuing people??)
  11. Not everyone appreciates what you do.....but it's ok
  12. Some people talk bad about you......it's ok still
  13. It's always YOUR fault and never others
  14. Bla bla bla....
  15. BLAH...!!!!

*note: it's different individually cause some of them just don't do shit

So yeah...Superman. I'm in superman mode now. Juggle everything together. Tutorial, lab report, soon-to-come assignment, src work, and utar ball are all 1 BIG HAPPY FAMILY.

But still I say.... "I'm not gonna come down, down off of these clouds"

Just thought of crapping cause my brain is totally fried for some reason. I have got to learn the art of stoning.