heaven knows

my life in grey

Of all the interesting things we saw...this is the real deal. Haha...

This is what you get when you park your car illegally in KTAR grounds. Since I'm sure they don't bother to get a proper tyre clamp, they use thick chains instead. They'll just chain up your tyres to the thing that is behind your tyres.

Lesson is... Don't park in KTAR parking area when you don't have their proper parking sticker. Trust me...faking them won't help either 'cause they've got down all the car plate numbers that actually have the sticker. So yeah, don't make such "smart" moves.

In one of the cars, the friends of the driver were still sitting comfortably in the car while waiting for the driver to pay the fine. And guess what? They had the decency to hon us when we were looking at the cars and taking pic of those that got chained up, and laughed in the car. Well... I think that it's funnier when they're sitting in a car which you know can't move at all and the tyre is well chained up. And... they didn't even bother to follow their friend to go pay the fine what-so-ever. Kudos to that.

Now... I'm waiting to get my camera on Saturday. Hehe... Finally going to get one. Still thinking and contemplating between 2 models though.

The Canon Powershot A1100

Or...

The Canon Powershot A2100

Obviously the price differs quite a bit. But still... Hmm.... Oh well, we'll see how it goes on Saturday.

Thursday....

That was the day of the BIG Toxicology Presentation. And I think we nailed the presentation good. All went well, except that we didn't have time to draw a conclusion. But I think overall it was still good. Seeing that neither me or Richard read from the slides and also me crapping too much till I presented past my own time frame.

I almost got caught by Dr. Wong's question that was directed to me.

"what is the common point of the 3 case studies; on Melamine poisoning, Boric acid poisoning and Botulinum toxin poisoning?"

Hehe....luckily I thought fast enough to avoid being trapped by that question.

The answer is.... "Melamine and Boric acid are non-toxic to living organisms at low doses. But at high doses, they become toxic. BUT for Botulinum toxin, it's poisonous even at very low doses and it shouldn't be found in any food at all."

So, that wraps up the one and only presentation that I have for this semester. 2 more assignments coming up soon.

Friday....

Another BIG day for me. The day that I officially step down and handover all my responsibilities and duties.

The thing was.... I played badminton in the morning. And I sort of went all out during my badminton session since I was constantly asked to do the running to cover the court. So, I was more or less wiped-out of energy already. But... I still rushed for the SRC Handover Ceremony. How could I ever miss that?? Haha...

So, my "sharing" a.k.a. crapping session went well.... according to the "audience". Haha!! My last time to crap during my speech time. Even the UTAR officials were laughing and smiling at me the whole way. I can't help it.... But it was good to see some of the officials that were there 'cause they have been rather supportive of me throughout my term.

I got a nice shiny and mirror-like token of appreciation. Hehe...another item to add to my collection of medals and awards.

The after-dinner with some of the ex-SRC members was fun. We had steamboat. Although the wait for the place was a bit long, but it was worth the wait. The sight of them strategizing to get the chicken wings were quite hillarious. And of course, as usual, we had our "notorious" moments of jokes as well.... compliments of Mr. Ivan Ooi.

Those days with the ex-SRC members are really unforgettable. Hope that we'll have a gathering again before we all graduate. And such coincedence, almost all of us will be graduating the same time. Haha!! Apparently, Ms. Sum is already thinking of planning something special for our convocation since we're all graduating the same time. Hehe.... We'll see what happens.

Definitely missing the good old days now. But... it doesn't mean that now isn't good either. I'm slowly enjoying the peacefulness that comes from relieving my roles and responsibilities as a Student Rep. Now... I'm taking the time to do things that I've always wanted to do. So.... sorry to those who were planning to ask me to join their organizing committee for any events. I prefer the freedom now. Hehe...

Pathology test.... Stupid test. Study all, know all and remember all also did no good. Just 1 question toppled everything over. Argh~!!! &%$#@*^%

Frustrated....

Although I had to study for Pathology today, I had good night sleeps for the past few nights. No staying up late and all. Hehe... Have to get started soon for yet another Haematology test. See how nicely arranged my tests are?? That I have to study every day of every week!! No break at all.

Next up, presentation tomorrow. And I will be presenting. I have not prepared anything yet.... Sigh. Am not in the mood now to do it. Still haven't bounce back from my stupid Pathology test fall. Crap.

Okay....deviation from dull schmull studies....

For the past 2 weeks, I have attended 2 wedding dinners. Haha... July must be some auspicious month to get married. More like to lose your singles' freedom pass =P But.... the wedding dinners actually made me think of how I want my wedding to be in the future....more or less. BUT.... I have not thought of marriage yet. Neither have I thought of getting attached so soon. Unless the right person decides to stumble by. Haha!!!!


I don't know but
I think I maybe
Falling for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting till I
Know you better

I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I'm scared of what you'll say
So I'm hiding what I'm feeling
But I'm tired of
Holding this inside my head

I've been spending all my time
Just thinking about you
I don't know what to do
I think I'm falling for you
I've been waiting all my life
And now I found you
I don't know what to do
I think I'm falling for you
I'm falling for you...


Awaiting SRC Handover Ceremony on Friday. And I have finally made it to the end of the line.... =)

Transformers was amazing!! It totally blew me away with all the super cool looking graphics. Sorry... I just love graphics. Haha!!

The story line was sort of predictable. I could tell what was actually going to happen. But still... the graphics was very good. Definitely a must watch.

Today is the super uber crazy day with 1 test and 1 quiz in it. I was already on a streak of insomnia until I got to break out of it yesterday. So....of course, I took the opportunity to sleep as much as I can to avoid zombie-ing around.

Obviously, the break of the insomnia pattern came at the wrong time. Just when I need to stay up and put in extra effort to study, I keep wanting to sleep. And so I went....to la~la land. And... that cost me my Toxico quiz. It was an either or situation. I so hope that days like that would never come again. Especially for FINALS!!!

Now, it's mostly preparation for presentation.

But before that....

I have to get everything in order for the Charity Presentation Ceremony this Saturday. There's so many things left to be done...at least I think and feel so. On top of that, I have to write 2 speeches to submit by end of this week. Argh~!!!

I got to comfort myself that this is the last 100m of the race. Got to suck it up. *sob sob*

This week was.... *speechless*

Anyways, the Haemato test was a bit nutty. Made me a little nutty studying it too. Now, got to prep up for another 2 tests. *blegh*

And....additional presentation to prepare for. Thanks to.... my sista. Now I'm supposed to get an iTouch for presenting for the assignment. Hehe...

p.s my dear sista-from-anotha-mother: actually I already thought of presenting cause you did most of the researching and compiling. So, I wanted to do something to make up and contribute to our group. But the iTouch is EXTRA MOTIVATION. haha!!! THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!

Besides that....

I haven't gotten much sleep nowadays. It's either I'm busy with study stuff that I lack the time to sleep. Or... I'm free but I just can't seem to fall asleep. And even when I'm so called "asleep", I keep waking up and get very restless. Thus, I have been zombie-ing around for a few days now. And finally yesterday, when I finally felt sleepy I quickly rushed to bed and just slept till this morning. That was how desperate I was for some sleep...

Now...to study for my test and hope that I'll get sleepy soon and sleep again =P

The time to say "sorry" has come and gone long ago.

Now...

The time to even say "Hi" is slipping by

Now I realise... It takes me a freaking long time to study even 1 stack of Haematology notes!! ><

I have every intention to change Greenday's song....

"as my memory rests,
but never forget what I've read
wake me up
when semester ends...."

I've been here before
And here I am again
Standing at the door
Praying you'll let me back in

To label me
A prodigal would be
Only scratchingthe surface
Of who I've been known to be

Turn me around
Pick me up
Undo what I've become
Bring me back to the place of forgiveness and grace
I need You, need Your help
I can't do this myself
You're the only one
Who can undo what I've become

I focused on the score
But I could never win
Trying to ignore
A life of hiding my sins

To label me
A hypocrite would be
Only scratching the surface
Of who I've been known to be

Turn me around
Pick me up
Undo what I've become
Bring me back to the place of forgiveness and grace
I need You, need Your help
I can't do this myself
You're the only one who can undo what I've become

Very big thanks to my friends who have taken the time to throw me a small party today. Really appreciate it and enjoyed our cake/cream fight although I was the main victim. But yeah, it was great for me. Them taking their time to be there and start the fight...Lol...and then spending the whole day searching for 1 stupid company and then walking aimlessly in Pyramid and finally ended up watching a movie. Especially when they have classes tomorrow and all.

SUPER BIG THANK YOU AND I LOVE YOU GUYS LOADS!!!

Thanks for the present from my sista-from-anotha-motha, Edna; and Aggie. And also the card that was written with loads of "nice and interesting messages" from Kok Hau, Ryh Shin, Seng Ru, Zhi Ling, Shen Chie and Kok Sheng.

By the way, it took me 2 times of scrubbing to fully and completely remove the cream from my hair, since I got double dose of it. And...it still smells of the cream till now. So it smells awful!! Think I'm going to wash it again tomorrow morning or something. Haha!!

And of course.... Thank you to all my friends who wished me through smses, calls and also through facebook.

It was a great day indeed.... =)