heaven knows

my life in grey

now...i know the truth. and it's not what i've always thought it was. in somehow some way, i'm left speechless. so...i'll only keep the memories and nothing else.
everyone's happy now...

am about to turn my biological clock around. all for the sake of what?....exams. darn it. well, i'm suppose to be studying now but got a bit tired of it. can't help it.....it's dead boring..this subject that i'm reading that is. just few more weeks to go...

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if it can be measured, it'll be in the negatives....

studied...studied...then suddenly one song came into my mind



monica - angel of mine
When I first saw you I already knew
There was something inside of you
Something I thought that I would never find
Angel of mine
I look at you, lookin' at me
Now I know why they say the best things are free
I'm gonna love you boy you are so fine
Angel of Mine
How you changed my world you'll never know
I'm different now, you helped me grow
You came into my life sent from above
When I lost all hope you showed me love
I'm checkin' for ya boy you're right on time
Angel of Mine
Nothing means more to me than what we share
No one in this whole world can ever compare
Last night the way you moved is still on my mind
Angel of Mine
What you mean to me you'll never know
Deep inside I need to show
You came into my life sent from above
When I lost all hope, you showed me love
I'm checkin' for ya, boy you're right on time
Angel of Mine
I never knew I could feel each moment
As if it were new,
Every breath that I take,the love that we make
I only share it with you
When I first saw you I already knew
There was something inside of you
Something I thought that I would never find
Angel of Mine
You came into my life sent from above
When I lost all hope you showed me love
I'm checkin' for ya, boy you're right on time
Angel of Mine
How you changed my world you'll never know
I'm different now, you helped me grow
I look at you lookin' at me
Now I know why they say the best things are free
I'm checkin' for ya, boy you're right on time
Angel of Mine

although it's an old song...but it's just nice

due to the fact that the owner of this blog is having some sort of difficulties at the moment, blogging won't be as frequent as usual.

hah!! i've got a lab test at 1pm later and i'm still able to blog.
the lab test....isn't quite a lab test. but it consists of the students reading the damn lab manual and sitting for the PAPER WRITTEN test, not practical test. how "interesting" can it get huh?

the walls are coming down....
move away people!!!...
let me stand under it...

am currently addicted to few songs...

Shannon Noll - Lift
...close the book and start again
coz i knw how hard it can get
but you gotta lift, you gotta lift
and sometimes, that's how it is
but i knw you're stronger, stronger than this,
you gotta lift....

Shayne Ward - You're not alone
...if you only let the sun shine on you
i promise you, you're not alone
when the lights go out at nite
when you're feeling lost inside
you're not alone, you're not alone
when your world is falling down
i will be the one around
you're not alone, you're not alone...

Backstreet Boys - Lose it all
...and if i lose it all
there'll be nothing left to lose and i would take the fall
coz knowing you are out there breathing
it's so wonderful, it's a chance i take even if i break it
i lose it all, if i lose it all
wouldn't matter anyway...

Elliot Yamin - Wait for you
...so baby i will wait for you
coz i dunno wat else i can do
don't tell me i ran out of time
if it takes the rest of my life
baby i will wait for you
if you think i'm fine it just ain't true
i really need you in my life
no matter wat i have to do
i'll wait for you...

one word to sum it all up...


DEPRESSED..........