I have...finished my biochem report. A little relieved. 2 more report to go. Gah!!!
Was at friend's place till 2am yesterday night...more like this morning. Finally finished off 1 assignment. Now 2 more to go as well but with maths near completion. Ahh..... Still got pengajian malaysia to worry about.
Am brain stuck today. Trying to think and fit things in but it's not functioning. OMG!! Wrong timing to malfunction. Metabolic Biochem test is next week. Can't afford to be brain dead now.
4 panadols within 2 hours...hmm.....
She reflects everything I was before....
Glad I could help out my friend even though the situation was tough. Now I see how He wants me to reach out to people who went through what I have and help them with what I can.
Am....disappointed in people nowadays. And if that disappointment can be measured, it'll be all the way in the negatives. Does the competitive spirit really bring out the worse in people? Oh wait...it just brings out the their true colours which is so black.
I'm also disappointed in my anatomy test results. Disappointed in myself.....
And what's with people sending me emails to vote against BN?? I'm not voting yet la...
Finally. A rather good day.
First of all, my maths lecturer announced that our group assignment only need to hand in one report for each group. Not individual reports anymore. Lesser work =D But I did like three quarter of it already. No matter. It's good news. Then, biochem lecturer say thursday lecture canceled. Another good news because that was the only class I had on thursdays. Means no class this thursday.
I helped a friend today. Am sort of happy about it...i think.
Reflected back on myself. Emo-fied now....
I can't sleep
everything i ever knew
is a lie without you
I can't breathe
when my heart is broke in two
there's no beat without you
you're not gone but you're not here
is that the way it seems tonight
if we could try to win these wars
I know that we can make it right
Coz baby, I don't wanna fight no more
I forgot what we were fighting for
and this loneliness that's in my heart
won't let me be apart from you
I dowan to have to try
to live without you in my life
so I'm hoping we can start tonight
coz I don't wanna fight no more
How can I live
when everything that i adore
and everything i'm living for
it's in you
I can't dream
sleepless nights have got me bad
the only dream I've ever had
is being with you
I know that we can make it right
it's gonna take a little of time
let's not leave ourselves with no way out
let's not trust that lie
I dowan to fight no more
I forgot what we were fighting for
and this loneliness that's in my heart
won't let me be apart from you
I dowan to have to try
to live without you in my life
so I'm hoping we can start tonight
coz I dowan to fight no more
Plunging deep down under...
Monday bluess.....
Yeah. I've got the monday blues. Mostly due to not enough rest recently. Time isn't on my side. Gahh!!!
I so wanted to sleep in lecture today. Laid my head down on the table during anatomy lecture but I was still listening and taking down important notes. Then suddenly the lecturer started scolding saying that we were all sleepy, doing our own work and not paying attention. And then she looked at me, and I still didn't get up. She ended the class there and then.
Hmm....was it my fault??? I was still paying attention wasn't I??
Blur. I've got her class tomorrow again. Sigh...
Back to doing more work and more assignment rushing
1st maths test is over. No more fretting over it. Now is the time to rush 3 reports and 3 assignments as well as study for Pengajian Malaysia test on monday. It couldn't get any better. Am so waiting for week 10, when it's all over, then I have to worry bout the presentation and finals only. Ok, it sounds equally bad.
I have to get started with my Pengajian Malaysia. Sigh... The no-lifeness of a Biomedical Science student. Always studying, always assignment-ing. Yeesh... Busy week ahead.
Now, I would like to say.... Don't eff-ing push me!!
I really don't understand people nowadays. And all I can say is, don't push me cause I WILL snap. And you won't like the picture of it.
Doesn't the term group assignment says it all?? That its a GROUP work and everyone should be lending a hand in footing in ideas and stuff. Not only using one person's brain to give ideas for the whole damn assignment. Does it kill to not be dependant on others for your own work? That's why people always say earn your own marks!!
Can't take it. Too much d. Going to blow up soon.
Oh well....
It's finally monday again. =(
Yesterday was.... bad day for me. Well, sort of. I was napping in the afternoon and mom suddenly called. I only heard the phone after few rings so I got up and rushed to the phone. In the event of rushing, I knocked, hit, accidently slammed my left hand into the table edge. Instant swelling!!! All four fingers, excluding me thumb, swelled up. Sigh... I can't even pull up my handbrake today. Pain...
Had to suffer pengajian malaysia lecture today to make up for the days I skipped the lecture. Bore..
Final verdict: Woah!!! This has got to stop. Hit the brakes. Run away. Whatever. Gahh....
Conclusion: IT did not help...
But I think I finally know what to do. Maybe....I don't know. Man...I got to stop using the "I don't know" sentence. So not helping in any way.
My timetable for this week is a freaking mess!! Replacement classes here and there. Classes canceled. I don't really know what is my timetable for tomorrow. Swt...
