I just watched a show about Britney Spears' career life. I'm sure that anyone that reads this, doesn't know. Now you will know, that I was once was a huge fan of Britney Spears when I was young. I admired her talent at such a young age... not to mention dancing abilities. Maybe my primary school friends might recall ourselves being fans of hers at that age. I even have her album...orginal! Can't imagine huh? The show that I watched just now, played her music videos of course...it's on Channel V. Ahh... reminded me of that first song... Sometimes. As the show went on, it showed how much she's changed over the years. From being a girl next door to... erm, I think we all know what she looks like and acts like now. But nevertheless, she's made history by having the highest album sales. Among the music videos played were, Baby One More Time, Sometimes, You Drive Me Crazy, Oops!...I Did It Again, I'm A Slave For You, I'm Not A Girl Not Yet A Woman, Stronger, Me Against The Music, Toxic, and Everytime. There's one thing that I definitely notice...over the years, her music videos has more censored scenes! Hearing those songs again makes me want to listen to all the old songs that I used to love and still do love them now. Songs like:
A1 - One More Try
Britney Spears - Born To Make You Happy
Britney Spears - From The Bottom Of My Broken Heart
Gary Barlow - So Help Me Girl
Brandy - Have You Ever
Bruce Springsteen - Secret Garden
Bryan Adams - Everything I do, I do It For You
Jim Brickman - Your Love
LFO - Wishing On A Falling Star
...and of course many more. The narrator of the show explained how the singer thought she found the right man with her ex-husband(K-Fed) but ended up divorcing and her career came crashing down. Not only her career... I read in a magazine(I didn't buy it, mom bought it, so i read it) that she's doing plastic surgery to change how she looks because she doesn't like her own looks anymore. Plus, the shaving off of her hair and her God knows what to say lifestyle now. Why? HER friends claim that she couldn't take the divorce from the ex-hub. So...hmm..... sounds kind of familiar.
Anyways, enough of celeb news right? Yeah... people change with times. I can attest to that. I know I've changed in some ways... a lot of ways actually. God knows whether it's for the better or for worse. I've watched as people change for the worse too. Now I wonder whether you have changed. But I guess I'll never know...
Wedding dinner...in Renaissence( I think that's how you spell it)
In the car, on the way...all the songs...meant to kill me. Thanks. The dinner was right beside APIIT's prom night. So I met up with Jini there. The setting of the ballroom for the dinner was nice...of course...it's in Renaissence, what do you expect? Food was nice. Had a bit of beer and wine. On the way home, drove pass that restaurant...Piccolo Mondo. Sigh. Down memory lane...
...Headache...
Just got back from cell. Feeling uncomfortable... health wise and in another aspect as well. Uncomfortable about some things... but once again... gonna keep it in. Pastor asked me why I look sleepy and uneasy everytime... how to answer? Just said I'm tired... can't say much. How to say that I'm uncomfortable with some things? Can't say it out... so better to just swallow it in. Oh, me going to learn drums soon. Finally. After so long of wanting to learn drums. Hope I can manage and have the "beat sense" and don't wind up sounding or playing spastically.
So tonight... I pray... like how I do every night... just pray...
Songs of my day today:
Keith Urban - Tonight I Wanna Cry
Enrique Iglesias - Somebody's Me
Shannon Noll - Lonely
Hilary Duff - Now You Know
A1 - One More Try
Rick Price - Heaven Knows
Toni Braxton - Breathe Again
~they just say it all...
Tried to take a picture
Of love
Didn't think I'd miss her
That much
I want to fill this new frame
But its empty
Tried to write a letter
In ink
Its been getting better
I think
I got a piece of paper
But its empty
Its empty
Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty
And I've even wondered
If we
Should be getting under
These sheets
We could lie in this bed
But its empty
Its empty
Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty
Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty
We're empty
We're empty
Am seriously disappointed... really really disappointed....
It's a product of Nike. It has lots of fur...
And it's rather big too... Sold at RM 199.00 per box.
Note: It serves as a good present.
The Fray - All at once
There are certain people you just keep coming back to
She is right in front of you
You begin to wonder could you find a better one
Compared to her now she's in question
And all at once the crowd begins to sing
Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same
Maybe you want her, maybe you need her
Maybe you started to compare to someone not there
Looking for the right one you line up the world to find
Where no questions cross your mind
But she won't keep on waiting for you without a doubt
Much longer for you to sort it out
And all at once the crowd begins to sing
Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same
Maybe you want her, maybe you need her
Maybe you started to compare to someone not there
Maybe you want it, maybe you need it
Maybe it's all you're running from
Perfection will not come
And all at once the crowd begins to sing
Sometimes
We'd never know what's wrong without the pain
Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same
Maybe you want her, maybe you need her
Maybe you've started to compare to someone not there
Maybe you want it, maybe you need it
Maybe it's all you're running from
Perfection will not come
Maybe you want her, maybe you need her
Maybe you had her, maybe you lost her to another
To another
