heaven knows

Today is one of those days where I just feel down the moment I woke up from sleep. One of those unusual day where I think about things more than the other days.

Uncertainty... the main question that swivels in thou's brain.

I'm hoping that fast and more jovial songs will help turn this down-ness around, but so far it is not working still.... I'm going to bed down and moody =(

*note: this has nothing to do with the previous day

Today is indeed an.....interesting day. I bet those who was there will agree.

First things first.... I have been a kuli for 2 days already. That's why I wasn't online if some of you were wondering or I did not reply any emails. I have been helping my parents to paint the rooms including my own and tomorrow will be another day of kuli work. But, the interesting part is just about to start.

Me, Kah Yee and Kelvin went to Sg. Long at night for UTAR Ball meeting. Remember how our stomachs "growl" Kah Yee?? So... we had our "INTERESTING & FUN-FILLED" meeting. Then we headed for a mamak session. After that.... *crash*. There goes my car window. Someone broke my car window and stole Kelvin's bag. So we went to the forever useless police. Now I wonder why we bothered wasting our time there also. Couldn't even report cause the "investigating officer" is in Kajang. Fly kite la go there.... So we just decided to go back home. Ivan helped me fetch Kah Yee home.

But 1st, we stopped in Carrefour Subang to let Kelvin pick up his car. 2nd unfortunate event. All of Carrefour's grills/shutters were down. The only way in and out is closed. So GG lo...what else? Ivan have to send Kah Yee home then send Kelvin home too.

Really a series of unfortunate events. But it's ok... We still had a fun time laughing and joking in the car. Great that we got to know more people too... Can laugh more. Hehe... Laughing is essential...so is pork (*internal joke)

*Thx so much to Ivan for helping me quite a lot tonight.

I was dead SICK yesterday!!! Sick until the only time that I got out of bed was to go to the toilet to vomit. Who would have imagined the effects of food poisoning to be so "GREAT". Trust me, it was the worse experience of food poisoning that I've gotten. I couldn't eat, even drinking water was a problem cause I can't get myself to swallow the water. Even after swallowing the water, it's bound to come out again. So yeah... I was pretty much dehydrated to the maximum.

At first, I only felt discomfort and thought it was nothing. Then, I starting moaning to my mom and she didn't believe me. Not till.... I vomited.

No energy at all this morning. Dragged my feet out of bed, went downstairs to TRY to make myself feel better. But... I slept on the sofa again. For like another 2-3 hours. Haha... Could barely eat still today, but got myself to eat a bit or else I would be pretty much dead-like for not eating for 2 days. Currently recuperating...

Today...no, more like last night, was the dinner celebration for my grandma's birthday. She's 89 this year I think. Haha... Yeah, I can't really remember how old is she. Either 89 or 90 years old this year. Sorry, no pics of the dinner. Family not a big fan of taking pics.


Before the dinner, my family brought my grandma from the retirement home back to my home first. She mentioned to us that one of the old grandpa there passed away just few days ago. Then, I remember her asking me the previous time when am I graduating. That was like about a month back only. Of course I told her that it won't be so soon. Then she replied me saying that she hope she can make it to see me graduate. OMG... I almost teared and cried. Today brought back that feeling cause I just have that feeling that she's just waiting there in the retirement home for her time to come. This makes me want to push myself in everything more... *sobs sobs*


Aside that. When we were on our way to go pick up my grandma, there was a miserable jam at the traffic lights near Summit, the ones that head towards the highways and out of USJ. Due to the rain, the traffic lights malfunctioned. They keep flickering yellow and red. So all the drivers drove like 3rd world mentality people did. They drove with no compromise. In the end, all the cars were stuck around a small area because the traffic goes round and it's a chain effect. Everyone refused to back up and it was so obvious that if no one took the initiative to reverse to let one side go, the traffic will not move at all.


This was the situation...
So as you can see, it's like a jammed up circle. (forgive my drawing =p) The situation got a bit tensed after a while when everyone noticed that no one was going anywhere because no one was willing to move. Everyone started honning... like that will do anything. So... I went out of the car and wanted to approach the cars in front of us to ask if they can compromise a bit and reverse so that we can at least get the traffic to move. But... dad yelled for me to get back into the car.

BUT... I think me doing so got people to realise that they needed to do something as well. And after arguing with my dad for quite a while, I finally reasoned with him for him to be the 1st to get out of the car and talk to the drivers in front to compromise. Then, other people started coming out of their cars too. And finally, the traffic started moving again.


In this situation, I feel both disappointed and a bit happy.

Disappointed because my own dad insisted on waiting for others to make the 1st move to discuss with the drivers to ask them to compromise. He waited until I decided to do something due to fed up-ness of 3rd world mentality.

Happy cause I didn't think I would have the courage to step out of the car to try and do the right thing.


So people, this teaches you not to always wait for others to take actions 1st. It wouldn't hurt for you to step up and do something right? Of course, you must know the situation that you are in 1st too. A little courage and a little compromise among all of us will do our society good. It'll definitely give our society the change it needs.

I need to apply the slogan, "You can make a difference" Haha... It's because you truly can. Think about it. If I wait for you, and you wait for another, and another wait for yet another... Then who's going to make the move in the end?? In the end, nothing will be done. Which is excatly what is happening in our country.

We're the next generation right? So do something... not illegal stuff.

The cultural event today went quite well. No doubt there were few bumps here and there due to the miscommunication on the Japanese people's end, but it turned out fine. Thank God for His blessings for smooth program flow for the performances because it was so much better than it was during rehersals.

Today is the day where we really can't understand completely what the other party was saying. It's like the duck talking to the chicken. For all I know, they can never understand each other. But... of course this event has it's own pros. The fact is... although the students are high school students and obviously they are very much younger than us (about 16-17 yrs old), the guys are cute. Haha!!! That's right. Plus, they have their own style in fashion and hairstyles, which looks pretty nice. Anytime better than those "lala" fashion that is happening around us. Next time, take a visit to Japan and have a look for yourself. Japan will be the ideal place to wash your eyes for both girls and guys. Trust me.

And so, that concludes the day today. My feet are killing me thanks to walking around in heels the whole day. Crazy...

And so, we'll be having a Cultural Event tomorrow for the Japanese students who are visiting UTAR tomorrow. Hopefully all goes well. The committee has put in so much effort into it and Kudos to them. The preparations really looks great. We'll see what happens tomorrow then...

Apparently, I'm out of ideas as to what to blog about. I'm brain dry. Hehe... So I'll just crap after the cultural event tomorrow.

The past few days, due to lack of activities, this gal got herself to reflect and look back on things again. As in everything and every aspect. So, nothing much happened and I wouldn't want to bore anyone with my emo nonsense... Let's keep that where it should be, which is untold and unknown to others.