Just got in after a night's out with my gals. Spent my day with my best gals today. Lunch. Then 2 movies and dinner at rach's place, then we head over to go for our drinks. And we said that the car reminded us of the 1st time where it had all 6 of us in it making a whole lot of noise. Yeah... I really missed that time. Everyone's gone. And rach is leaving soon. *sobs sobs*. Am so going to miss you babe. But no worries, I'm going to strive hard to make that plan that we talked about work out. Am looking forward to making it happen.
Talked with our usual bartender and all. Erm... I think today is misunderstand Pearly day. SWT!!! Why does he keep misunderstanding what I say? Different wavelength man. We seem to get to know new groups of people everytime we're there. Hmm....why is that? Very random.
Today gave me time to reflect back on some friends. And I really got to say, I'm so disappointed. Really am. I think the sentence "take advantage of me and use me" is not written on my head or my face. So why do they still do that? Goodness....give me an eff-ing break man. What do you want from me?? I really never thought that I would meet that kind of people...at least not to that extend. Have officially certified them....not friends.
Am downsizing my friends list now. Disappointment gets me everytime no matter they are old friends or new friends. So...I'll just cut it all short from now on. Sick and tired of it already.
I'm like stuck in the middle of 2 groups of people currently and it's so not good. I don't like to be smacked in the middle and neither do I like to choose sides too. I prefer to be out of it. Am I some intermediate?? I don't think so right? Why does it have to come down to this stage?
I'll do it on my own even if it kills me...
I just found a rather nice song. Although the guy looks a bit ah pek-ish. But the song is actually quite good. Enjoy...
Just finished watching "The Kingdom" on dvd of course. It's a fantastic show. Reflects on the world today. About terrorism and all. Wonder if they got awards for that show. Makes me think how sick society can be nowadays. Like the little girl, Sharlinie case. Pray for the little girl's safe return to her parents. Shows how much the younger generation have to pay for the adults' actions and mistakes.
Can't these people take a break? Goodness. I think we all need it. This, like one of the show quotes, is the failure to listen and compromise. If everyone would get out of their huts and care more, maybe something can be done.
Skipped 2 classes today. Too lazy to go. It's english and pengajian malaysia. So...yeah. Boring-ness to the max. So better don't waste my time. Holidays officially started.... studying begins. Swt...
Today is GG day. Why? Cause I was rushing myself to finish a report which I didn't know is due only after CNY. So yeah....GG. My friend better be right about it or not I'll kill him if the lecturer asks to pass it up tomorrow.
Body is rejecting anything I eat. Have been like that for the past one week or so. What's wrong??
Watched the show called P2 with rach yesterday. Instead of watching in fear (on rach's side), we were laughing throughout the movie except in one part. Why? We were incorporating crapping thoughts into what was happening and we ended up laughing. So yeah...haha. But the show was alright. Not too bad. Something different.
CNY is just around the corner. But I'm so not in the mood for it. Got loads of stuff to do...assignments, reports. And...I have to study throughout the whole time for the test that is on the week right after CNY. Can you believe it? Non stop I tell you. I think my pace is too slow if I'm going to score for this sem. Hmm...got to do something about it.
*breathes in, breathes out*
*die-ded*
*taken from kelly babe* =P
A L L A B O U T M E
Name: Pearly
Single or taken: single
Gender: woman
Birthday: 1st July
Sign: Cancer
Hair color: originally light brown...it's highlighted red now. lol
Eye color: brown
Height: 5' 6''
Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: i wish i could say bisexual...but i'm straight. haha
F A S H I O N S T U F F
Where is your favorite place to shop for clothes?: erm...no idea. random
Favorite designer?: lots...lol
What is your sexiest outfit?: erm....i dunno
What is your most comfortable outfit?: shorts n regular Ts
What do you usually wear?: jeans and simple top
S P E C I F I C S
What kind of shampoo do you use?: sunsilk
What are you listening to right now: stop and stare - one republic
Who is the last person that called you?: Chia - "oi...what to write in A&P report ah?"
How many buddies are online right now?: 17
F A V O R I T E S
Foods: a lot la...depends on mood.
Girls names: erm....hmm...
Boys names: .....hmm....
Subjects in school: maths definitely..the only thing i'm good at
Animals: almost all excepts those which want to bite me or eat me up
H A V E Y O U E V E R
Given anyone a bath?: my dog?
Smoked?: nope
Bungee jumped?: nope...soon
Made yourself throw up?: nope
Skinny dipped?: nope
Ever been in love?: yup
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: unfortunately....no
Ever imagined your crush naked?: nope...
Actually seen your crush naked?: hahahahaha....
Cried when someone died?: erm...no. most of the time emo-less
Lied?: yup. who hasn't?
Fallen for your best friend?: nope...agreed we won't and we lived up to it man. lol
Rejected someone?: yup
Done something you regret?: yup
L A S T P E R S O N
You touched: my dog
Hugged: pris
You IMed: pris and kelly
You yelled at: erm...bro i think
You kissed: .........
A R E Y O U
Understanding: in most ways
Open-minded: yeah
Arrogant: i hope not...
Insecure: yup
Random: most of the times
Smart: in what sense?? LOL
Moody: yeah...but under control
Organized: a little now
Healthy: nope
Shy: some ways
Difficult: yeah
Bored easily: YES
Obsessed: nope...only in few things
Sad: dunno
Happy: dunno
Hyper: nope...no energy
Trusting: nope...not anymore
W H O D O Y O U W A N N A
Kill?: hmm....better not said. it can be used against me in court. Lol.
Slap?: hahahaha....
Get really wasted with?: my girlfriends
Get high with: my girlfriends
Talk to offline: no one
Talk to online: random
Sex it up with: ......goodness....
R A N D O M
In the morning I: look at the time and rush for class
Love is: the past. the future is without it..
I dream about: random things
Sexual preference: depends
What do you notice first in the opposite sex you're into: attitude
W H I C H I S B E T T E R
Coke or Pepsi: Pepsi
Flowers or candy: flowers
Tall or short: tall
W H O
Makes you laugh the most: girlfriends
Makes you smile: ahh.....for now...only God
Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: lots of people
D O Y O U E V E R
Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: nope
Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: in some weird way...yeah. Lol
Wish you were younger: no
N U M B E R
Of times I have had my heart broken: 2
Of hearts I have broken: 5 i think...
Of guys I've kissed: 1
Of girls I've kissed: hahaha...
Of CD's I own: quite a number
Of scars on my body: a few
Doing report yet again. In the midst of it. Got home from church and straight to my report. See how sad it is? And this time...my mind is BLANK. Great. I won't be able to finish it tonite for sure. That's why I'm blogging here. Mind is just exhausted to the max. Can't process anything.
Song lead..... it was.....*speechless*. Everyone say it was good. But I think it was quite messy. Maybe cause I made the mistakes, so I noticed them. Of course the guitarists noticed it too. Sigh... Worship practice was havoc. We were suppose to practice before cell. But, I kept going off-key. Omg. That's the worst. And I wasn't loud enough. The guitars covered my voice easily. I took 45mins to get my voice into the correct tone for all the songs. Disaster man. But surprisingly, during worship, everything went smoothly. It just fell into place, no off-keys. The power of prayer I tell you. And it was a simple wish of the heart.
While driving today, I noticed something awfully scary when you're in the car alone. The knob for my radio volume just turned on its own. It increased and decreased the volume on its own. In front of my bare eyes!! I stoned instantly cause I couldn't believe what I was seeing. Plus the indicator for my radio is digital. I actually saw the volume going from 10 to 9, then to 10 again, then to 9 again for a few times. Imagine that...scared my lungs out.
Had a casual talk with one of the cell members after cell. Hmm....what she said is quite true. Shall pray on it...
Finally holidays are coming. When it was semester break, I so wished that classes start fast. Now I can't wait for that short holiday. Weirdd....
Made record time the other day by finishing my metabolic biochemistry report in 1 and half hours time. Yeah...I usually need much longer than that cause I need to hunt high and low for the information just to write introduction. And I'll hunt even more when I get to the discussion part. Sigh....so no life. Everyday I'll be rushing some assignment...no matter what subject it is. In and out, assignment, assignment, report, report, report, report....argh!!!
Now I know, my lab group isn't all that bad after all. After joining lab class with another group for 1 day, I thank God I'm in another group. It's.....HORRIBLE! Everyone's everywhere. Rushing for this, rushing for that. No one is willing to give way. Omg man...
Celebrated my old man's birthday yesterday...in karaoke. Haha... Yeah, it's weird, but he likes it. So what the heck. Do something different for once. Although I ate very little, I was feeling full as though I ate a whole cow. And for once, we all drank. =D But I think I drank the most. 3 bottles man. Giler bloated at the end of the day. Then, mom wanted to listen to some chinese songs. And because the whole family is sort of bananas, we were like guessing guessing which one was it. And.... I managed to 'poke' out the 2 songs that she wanted although I can barely read chinese. Some words are fine but the rest are....blegh. Ahahahahahaha!!! Mom laughed when it was the correct song. Next up....TGIF.....
It's a holiday today. Hehe. Because it's federal territory day and my uni is in KL. So jackpot! Hah! The only campus that has holiday. Of course we had to replace the classes. But nevermind. It's worth it. Sigh....so many things to be done today. And it's raining!! Great man...Have to finish my report....AGAIN! Sad la...
Ooo....I'm song leading today. Hopefully my voice gives full cooperation to me and doesn't go out of tune.
And....I don't know why I'm awake darn early today when it's a holiday!! Crap man...
