Election is over. And.... its a bloody mess now. People voting without thinking. Now we'll see what happens for the next 5 years. Peeps, be careful when you're out.
Am....highly addicted to the chinese show now XD Can't help it. Amidst all the work and stuff, I have to find some way to relax my dysfunctional brain. And...it's finally starting to work again. =D Hehehehehe....
Once again, the week is packed with presentation slides to be done, reports and studies. Nothing new...but a slightly new level of stress and tiredness.
I need a job. =( No money to shop shop shop. Sigh....saddest part. Friend has recently introduced me to a job...freelance job. Think I'll be starting soon and hope I can make the time to make the extra money. Yesh...am so in need of it now.
I'm having a sudden desire. Swt... I want my piano!!! And my laptop!!! And I freaking wanna change my phone. Hahahah.... Yeah, greediness...I know.
First biochem test is over. Don't know when the 2nd one is going to hit. It was a disaster!!! When reading the notes also wanna cry, do the questions also wanna cry. Sigh...
Right after test, I completed the 2 remaining assignments. It's done!! Finally...don't have to worry bout it anymore. Except for the presentations and the interview next week. And reports again. Neverending man....
At night (last night)...we hit Barcelona! It was good. Realeases all the stress. Despite only having 2 hours of sleep, I managed to survive the time there. But, I barely woke up in time for class today. And I became zombie the whole day today. Plus I forgot to take my assignments when I left the house, so I had to make a big turn to come back and take it....ended up 40mins late for class. Only during my 2nd lecture, I realised that I forgot to take my file that had all my notes in it as well. Great..It was right in front of my eyes on my table and yet I forgot to take it. Blindness... For my 2 hours break, I....slept in the library. Haha. I didn't even know what was going on during lab. Zombieness...
Rights. Need to feed this fat body of mine with food before going for cell later.
currently in brain dead mode.....
barely got sleep. zombie.....test is in 5 hours time. still stuck in the last chapter and still able to blog. good... *signs of craziness kicking in*
unable, incapable to think straight now. pathways, formulas, descriptions....eyes popping out soon, brain will pop out soon too.
Now...today....is the start of the burn oil night.
Test tomorrow. Gahh...!!! And I haven't finish reading yet. Not to mention understand and digest the info. Crap... 2 more chapters to go. **sob sob**
Looking forward to tomorrow....to destress in any way I can. Yes!!
Now...back to the notes. (@_@)
Edge of the freaking line.
Scenario:
Assignment in a group of 3 people. 2 girls and 1 guy. Both girls work almost throughout the nights with little sleep to find for information and articles to complete assignment. Guy does nothing and always comes back saying that he can't find anything...no information and no article. No effort from dude to contribute to GROUP assignment. Girls got stuck in ideas to put into the assignment. Asks dude for ideas. Dude gave some lame and crappy ideas which wasn't usable. Girls asked dude yesterday to go to computer lab together to help type out the assignment and complete it, and dude refused saying he wants to go back early. Both girls can't take it, decided to tell lecturer that the dude did nothing to contribute and request to be awarded individual marks instead of sharing the marks. Told the dude straight about that and dude decided to leave the group and do on his own. Repeat: do GROUP assignment on HIS OWN. On top of that, dude says that the girls betray him.
Now... please help me redefine the meaning of the word "betray". Which part of it looks like it? WTF man!!! I guess I have to correct the meaning of the word "betray" in my own dictionary.
Really hope that that fella reads this man. Fucking do your work and stop giving excuses la. Instead of having steamboat and party at your place with the girls everytime, do something la.
My world turning the wrong way now. "Dude" told his side of the story to my coursemates and now they're saying I went too far. I've got nothing to say. My conscience is clear....so damn clear. Dude told me he understand why me and my friend didn't want him in our group for group test previously. Seems to me now that HE doesn't....not even a bit, not at all.
Mom caught my uprage yesterday and was shocked cause all sorts of words was coming out when I heard that the dude wanted to withdraw from the group and that he blames me for betraying him.
AHHHH.....!!!!!! Frustrated.
What does it take to get these people off my back?? Is it that fun to be there?? Just give me a freaking break man. My main purpose is to study and get my degree. Not getting involved in some shitty politics again. So don't F***ING drag me into it!!!
The answer is...NO, I didn't say shit bout whoever. I'm too busy doing my assignments and burying myself in work and events. I don't have time to think and spread such nonsense. What is wrong with people nowadays? No better things to do is it? As if framing me last week wasn't enough. Go on, spread to the whole damn world about it. With all the work and assignments pressuring me, I don't need this right now. Enough!!
I'll walk my own road without anyone. Everyone happy?!
Tired.
It was a whole day thing yesterday. From uni, then rushing to come home and shower and fly to church for the event.
The event: Leaping Cupid, was a success I would say. Amazingly, the food was good. A 3 course meal for a mere RM 10. Where on earth would you get that?? Not to mention, fine dining plus getting to know new people. It was amazing. And no...I'm not part of the people to enjoy the whole fine dining thing and all. I was the background person a.k.a. committee a.k.a. waitress once again for the night. Hmm.....I didn't know that the committee was suppose to go around minggling with the "guests". I was asked (although I was busy running around making sure things were in place) to intro myself to the newcomers and have a little chat with them. I felt....weird and I'm sure the people I intro myself to felt weird as well. Maybe it's the way I intro myself cause I was like a mess and in a hurry to do things. Haha.... Oh well.
Had a four hour sleep interval last night....
Woke up early today to go for my so called part time "job"....taekwondo. Luckily I'm still able to sustain throughout the whole day. Whew!! My knee.....is giving way soon. Loose knee. And I think I either pulled or tore a thigh muscle today. Swt man.... Nevermind. Thou shall make myself fit no matter what by april. We had visitors from UniKL taekwondo team to join us for training today and there was suppose to be sparring after that. And I'm suppose to spar with the only black belt girl from that team which is a Malaysian fighter. I was prepared to go all out...break hand, break leg, whatever. But.... its as though my sir knew. He didn't allow sparring when he said he would last week. And to think that this would be the first time I would be able to go all out. Sad....
Argh!!! Still have to complete my assignments!!! Frustrated already. Plus I'm not ready for the test yet. I have no idea what to do now.... Am just blank. It takes me an additional 5 seconds to respond to people talking to me now cause my brain just can't process any non-science stuff.
Off to drown myself in work and crap again....~
