With all the tests and quizes out of the way, preparation for finals is finally here. The test today was horrible...horrigible I tell you. Don't know how else to explain it already.
So, everyone is prepping up for the finals. Crucial moment. All the last minute work, studying and revision. This is when the pressure really builds up. Plus, my finals timetable this time is totally screwed. So I'm being prepared to go crazy in the last moments.
After the test today, I'm pretty much relaxed. I HAVE to relax or not I'll just go bonkers. Am already lack of sleep. Mental retardation on the way. I somehow feel like I'm getting stupider by the day. Everything that I read, seems like some greek to me. Either that or I'm just really tired to be able to absorb anymore of those stuff.
And all of a sudden, mom hit me with a question. I'm not going to reveal what was the question, but, it got me to open my eyes big and wide eventhough I'm feeling so lethargic and tired now. Currently, I'm still unable to answer. Still weighing the situation with no luck of going anywhere.
I seriously have no idea whether to say that today is a sort of unlucky day or what. I was on my way back from uni like few hours ago at around 11.45pm. Out of nowhere, there was a police road block. Guess what? I was asked to pull over. To my understanding and from what I remember, I did not speed or break any road laws. So I had no idea why they stop me. The first thing the policeman told me was that I was driving 93km/h...which is not true, I was driving 80km/h. Then he asked me "so, nak bantu tak?". Truthfully, I didn't know what he meant. But after the 2nd time he asked me the same question, I know that it meant bribery, corruption, transaction course...whatever. So I just acted blur and asked him to issue the summon...yeah, stupid I know. I'm anti-corruption for your info. Hehe... I guess the dude must have felt bad...or, he's so impressed with me being anti-corruption, and he asked me to drive off without giving me a summon. So yeah... hahaha... It helps to be blur in times like this.
Us again
This is my roomie, the Taiwanese girl. You can see how small size she is that I have to bend down. Haha...but she's cute.
I don't know if you can see him. Haha...he's gonna kill me for this. This is Abdi, he's a Kenyan.
This is my discussion group (environmental responsibilities). We have Malaysian, Singaporean, Kenyan and Indonesian.
Us from bus 2. *forgive my sleepiness*
Me, Yi Ning with Grace. We were in Rumah Hope doing charity by spending time with the kids. 
This is Eric (Singaporean), Jie Ying and May.
Me and Rufus
Us in KLCC with one of the security guard. We were trying to convince him to arrest our dear participants who were lying down on the floor. Yes, in the middle of KLCC!! Initiated by UTAR's own Tjun Kong. Unfortunately, it didn't work.
And for the last day of the event; before, during and after dinner.....
Next to me is Zhao Long who is a China citizen but is studying in Hong Kong at the moment. And far right is Emily, my roomie again.
Yung Tat (committee), me and Yi Ning
Albert (Indonesian Chinese), me and Yi Ning
Us with Christine and Adam from the organizing committee
My Guardian Angel...in the angel and mortal game. I feel so bad cause he had to tip toe to be of the same height as me for this pic. Haha...
My mortal, Jia Xian...he's the treasurer for this event by the way. And our common interest....tennis. Hehe
Me and Janice
Me and Will (committee)
Abdi, Felicita and mua
Teik Chuan
Conrad
And of course, not forgetting, my own UTAR student reps
Tjun Kong
Chi Wei
So, I consider this trip a fruitful one although I came back with somethings in mind. Haha... I noticed a lot of things as well during this period of time, evaluate and reevaluate some things, and at some point got myself into a confused state. Haha... And I learned...to have a "diplomatic" smile...a standardise one. It's essential. Haha...
It's back to the mundane life once again with lots of work to be done. Actually there's a test in a few hours time and I'm still able to blog. The life of being busy once again.
Okay, I'm suppose to be finishing off my report now which is due tomorrow. But I decided to blog anyways XD
After a rather long time, I managed to get myself back to church. Obviously thanks to God for freeing up my time and allowing me to go back to Him. Actually I went with sort of a troubled mind...filled with things to ponder and to think about. But the moment I got to church, I saw my church friends and all the people whom I haven't seen in a while due to my hectic schedule. I thought, "okay, I'll leave those matters aside for a while and not interfere with me praising God". I got to say, although I'm feeling sleepy and tired today, I could really feel God's presence rather strongly today. I really feel renewed and refreshed. The wonders God can do in your life if You let Him....truly great.
Yesterday was a slightly crazy and impromptu day. Had an informal discussion with some of the participants for the Global Youth Symposium (GYS) in pyramid, of course, including my own uni's student reps. 3 of us went in the name of UTAR...cheh...sound so big. Haha. And...the difference is obvious between us and the normal chairs of societies from other unis...really obvious. Luckily we pulled the discussion back into a fruitful discussion or else we would have sat there for more than 3 hours and come up with nothing. Can't afford to waste time like that. Not wise. And so, we managed to end it swiftly after we decided that the 1 and half hours talking and voicing out of ideas was going nowhere. Rather relieved...at least we have something. After that, lunch and movie. Let me tell you that although the current Star Wars movie in cinemas is an animation, its quite alright to watch in cinemas. I've ACCIDENTLY tested the movie thanks to someone. No regrets...really. Maybe it depends on who you're watching with too...so be smart. Haha..
After Star Wars, dinner time. Actually its dinner and talk time. Haha...but it was good. And then we went for the 2nd movie which wasn't part of the initial plan. Parents bought extra ticket so free movie. Of course go right? Can't afford to be stupid in such situations. Dark Knight is really really worth watching and deserves the awards that it has gotten. The late Heath Ledger was really good. I'm really impressed...so sad that he's gone =( But I got to say...2 movies in 1 day especially in TGV pyramid is sort of a stupid idea for people like me. I couldn't feel my legs after the 2nd movie.
Oh.... After Star Wars, while I was in the toilet washing my hands, a guy accidently walked into the ladies' toilet and stoned there for 5 seconds before realising he's in the wrong toilet. And he said, "oh f***!!!". Haha...so guys, open your eyes big and wide to look at the signs. Or else you'll be mistaken for a pervert.
GYS is in 2 days time. Planning to go there late to show Malaysians' good time keeping skills. Haha...Actually I'm just lazy to replace my lab with another group tomorrow so I'll just go back to my own group. I heard that there are 41 foreign universities going. Ooo....
Will blog more after GYS and probably with pics if I manage and remember to get any. Haha...
OMG...UTAR has got to be freaking kidding me. My finals timetable is whacked, crazy, absurd, proposterous....INSANE!!!! How can they squeeze everything into the miserable 2 weeks time? And almost all my subjects are back to back. Oh God...I can feel myself fainting and dying when I sit for my 2nd last paper. Now I have to resume the super nerd mode. I'm even planning to bring along my books to study during the youth conference thing which will last for 5 days. Really going all out crazy now to pull up my grades by all means necessary...
Thou will not succumb to all the surrounding madness!!!......halfway succumb-ing now....SWT
And so...Clinical Biochem test 2 is finally over. I have no idea whether I should feel happy and relieved about it or sad cause it sort of indicates that finals is nearing. I shall wait for the finals....confirm worse.
Somehow....I'm emotionless now. Literally unable to show any form of emotion. I think this brain of mine has stopped processing the emotions part. Don't ask me why cause I'm trying to find out why myself. I'm sort of linking it to the studying part. And to think that smoking and whatsoever kills. Studies is the no.1 killer of them all.
I feel like I'm in a condition like....I can see the horizon and I can feel it but I can never reach it. I don't know if it makes sense.
As the title says, it is now past midnight. All the studying and doing reports...so... sigh. Anyways, I'll be having a tennis thingy for the sports carnival in like few hours time. Still not sleeping yet although I have to wake up at around 6.30am.
Yesterday and today has really got me wondering how in the world am I going to finish up so many things at the same time. Going to turn robotic soon. Even robots malfunction and overheat. Hmm... Can't think much. Blocked brain. At times, I'm able to respond quickly. Most of the time, I'm not able to respond quickly. So yeah...
After this coming week will be the Global Youth Symposium 2008. Have to prepare some stuff for it and I haven't thought about the essay thing yet. Oh God... Imagine having to stay in UM hostel for 5 freaking days!! Truly disasterous. I can't bear the thoughts of it. I'll just go there and except whatever stupid things that's going to happen. And...I have to pack all my formal clothes into my luggage. Confirm crumple and messy once I take it out to wear during the event. Have to come up with alternative...sigh. How?? How?? How??!! Each uni has to prepare a presentation for our country some more. Either dance or sing..whatever. How?? How?? How??!! We also have to prepare souveniors for the other participants for exchanging purposes which until now we haven't look into it yet. How?? How?? How??!!
Die lo. GG lo. Jump out from building lo. Some more how??
