Looking at my last post, I've just realised that I haven't been online for a long time. Not really a seriously long time, but still averagely long time. Life's hectic in some ways. Work. Uni stuff....miserable uni stuff. Church. Hmm.... but mind still wanders when I'm busy. Interesting huh? Tonight is barbeque night. Suppose to be heading to church soon to set up the stuff. And of all times to get sick, I'm sick now. Swt man. Barely got voice to speak. But it's all good...still can talk...strain to talk. Hehe. And of course...the most common one of all...paip bocor!! The stubborn-ness of me has kept me from seeing the doctor.
Due to temporary boredom, I'm going to crap something here. =P
Here's about 6 people.
1st person: The person who tricked me into going to his house alone for his birthday dinner with his entire family...including extended family.
2nd person: The person who I didn't notice at all for a whole 1 year when we're actually in the same class.
3rd person: The false alarm person.
4th person: The person who was there...but never really there.
5th person: The person who.... goodness, I don't know what to say bout him.
6th person: The person who got me head over heels, understands me so well and showed and given me happiness in ways I never thought of before.
And so, this concludes everything. Always the same, it'll never change.
...End of blog...
Hmm... If you people notice it well enough, I'm not blogging as often as I do before. Well, I got work. Yup... WORK. For about more than a week after my last paper, I've been thinking hard of where to work 'cause i want a 5 day work so badly...or better known as an office job. Reason being 'cause I don't want to miss youth on fridays and church on sunday. Am so not willing to give them up. And so...a miracle came by and I was introduced a 5day job at a kiddy learning centre. I was told at first that they only needed me for like a week or so. But another miracle came. On the first day of work, they asked me bout my holidays and all....AND they offered me the job till december. WOAH.... I could never be more grateful. So, the past week has got me running around a bit but no complains. Love the kids but I do want to strangle them at times. I bet everyone feels that way when the kids scream at the highest pitch of their voices! Maybe when I'm done teaching there, I'll be deaf by then.
Wasn't feeling on top of things the past few days. Stomach's giving me problem again. Its fighting with its host. Whole body is rebelling against the owner. Oh no...
I watched 'The lake house' today. Am so touched by the show. No....tears did not come out. But I really like the show. Add it to the 'my favourite movies' list.
I think the title sort of says it all doesn't it? Yup. Experiencing serious injury pain again. Just got back from tennis. Ran for the balls like crap, causing ankle injury to come back. Ooo....the pain. Sweet pain. Finally!!! My serves are listening to me and are going in. Hah!! Hope it'll be consistent enough from today onwards. Hmm...my ankle feels like it's going to give way soon. Waiting for that day to come..haha. Aiks...back injury also back in action. Sound and feel old. Swt. Play more...play more...play more...
Drowning in the pain...just drowning in the pain...yup yup.
Someone asked me about it the other day. Sigh....no comment man. Am beyond words already at this point. Serious. Just speechless.
I want my Christmas. I want my Christmas. But it won't be the same Christmas anymore.....
It's just well over a month but it seems ever so long. Have begun to stop asking why. Like Mr. James Blunt sings: find comfort in pain. Yeah... Finding comfort in all my physical pain now.
It's 3.12am. Yup, I'm on the sleeping late mode once again. Actually am feeling rather tired physically due to the lack of sleep and all. But nevertheless, I don't feel like sleeping now. Decided to be an owl tonight. I feel so lazy today...like seriously lazy. Whole body feels heavy. Mom thought I was half awake when I went for lunch. Must be because of the no-sleep thing. Hmm.... Went cell today....or rather yesterday technically due to the time factor. Don't know why I just can't put on that happy personality today. Feel drained out. In need of a remedy.
Heard a meaningful song yesterday. Yup, another song right? Songs....they say everything that I can't say. Thankful for songs! =P
The heat nowadays is seriously horrible!! Capable of making me melt if I were to step out of my house. Can you imagine not having even a fan in this hot weather? Yeah!!! It's dreadful!! I experienced that yesterday night. There was power outage in almost the whole of USJ2 area for 4 hours!! Even when there's no sun, the heat....oh my God....unbearable. All thanks to the brilliant works of TNB. There was a free fireworks show in front of my house as well from the sparks that was flying out of the power cables. Cool isn't it? Thought the cable was going to snap any moment. At one point, the power did come back but the lights started flickering after a bit...just like you see in horror movies. But it went off completely again after that. Hot hot night it was yesterday....and it will be today as well...not because there's no power but because it is really hot!!
Oo...my record of not sleeping is gone. Due the the heat factor and no electricity factor last night and probably all of the past few day's things, I was finally sleepy when the power came back. So I finally slept after 3 days and 2 nights of no sleep. Body's a wreck now....yeesh.
Successfully went through a whole day without any sleep. Didn't sleep last night and didn't sleep throughout the whole day today as well. Wootz~!!! Record. Lets see if I'm able to sleep tonight. On top of not sleeping last night, I went for 2 tennis session today. Tennis frenzy! Took on mom and bro alone during the 1st tennis session. Then instantly hop into another game with some other adults. Signs of old age kicking in again. Back injury resurfacing like seriously fast. Not to mention the knee and ankle. Darn. But nevertheless, I'm going to play to the max. Ignore the injury, ignore the "no stamina" feeling, and most importantly...ignore the PAIN! Break it all!! Hehe. Waiting for the moment when I'll get warded into hospital because of the injuries...hmm. Must improve on my ground strokes and serve. It's all so cacated!!! Embarassment. Sigh. Disappointed.
Have officially gone insane!! Yeah. Notice how colourful the words above are? Hehe.
This song is stuck in my head the whole day: Through it all - Hillsongs United
Just heard this song today and love it so much...
Darn. Just remembered that I haven't completed...more like didn't even touch my proposal for RCM. Swt. Don't know what to write and do. Sigh. Not enough people some more. Another sigh.
Last sunday in church, we had an invited pastor to give a talk. My first thought when I saw him: I asked Tim, "why got foreigner in church today wan?". And Tim told me that he's a mix and he speaks like a typical china-pek. The moment he opened his mouth to preach....it was true!!! He speaks like a typical china-pek. Haha. Here's a lesson or 2 from Pastor Peter Khoo:
"A boy who didn't study at all, went for his school exam that was set by his teacher who was a christian. After getting back his marks, the boy was angry that the teacher failed him and he asked the teacher why. And so, the teacher told him that writing 'God knows all the answers' as the answer for all the questions would not help him to pass"
"There's a boy who sat for his exams and failed. As soon as his father saw his results, he asked the boy why he failed that subject. The boy said, 'I knew all the answers, but the teacher changed all the questions!'"
Meant for those who will be sitting for their PMR examinations now.
Woah...it's 1.12am now. Biological clock has been flipped over. Should sleep soon....
And no once again....I'm not drunk.
