heaven knows

my life in grey

Successfully went through a whole day without any sleep. Didn't sleep last night and didn't sleep throughout the whole day today as well. Wootz~!!! Record. Lets see if I'm able to sleep tonight. On top of not sleeping last night, I went for 2 tennis session today. Tennis frenzy! Took on mom and bro alone during the 1st tennis session. Then instantly hop into another game with some other adults. Signs of old age kicking in again. Back injury resurfacing like seriously fast. Not to mention the knee and ankle. Darn. But nevertheless, I'm going to play to the max. Ignore the injury, ignore the "no stamina" feeling, and most importantly...ignore the PAIN! Break it all!! Hehe. Waiting for the moment when I'll get warded into hospital because of the injuries...hmm. Must improve on my ground strokes and serve. It's all so cacated!!! Embarassment. Sigh. Disappointed.

Have officially gone insane!! Yeah. Notice how colourful the words above are? Hehe.
This song is stuck in my head the whole day: Through it all - Hillsongs United
Just heard this song today and love it so much...

As much as I love you
As much as I need you
And I can't stand you
Must everything you do make me wanna smile
Can I not like you for awhile?
[Ne-Yo:]But you won't let me
You upset me girl
And then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget (that I was upset)
Can't remember what you did
[Rihanna:]But I hate it...You know exactly what to do
So that I can't stay mad at you
For too long that's wrong
[Ne-Yo:]But I hate it...You know exactly how to touch
So that I don't want to fuss.. and fight no more
Said I despise that I adore you
[Rihanna:]And I hate how much I love you boy
I can't stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so
[Ne-Yo:]You completely know the power that you have
The only one makes me laugh
[Rihanna:]Said it's not fair
How you take advantage of the fact
That I... love you beyond the reason why
And it just ain't right
[Ne-Yo:]And I hate how much I love you girl
I can't stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just can't let you go
But I hate that I love you so
[Both:]One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me
And your kiss won't make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you'll probably always have a spell on me...
[Rihanna:]As much I love you
As much as I need you
As much I love you
As much as I need you
[Rihanna:]And I hate that I love you so
And I hate how much I love you boy
I can't stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so
And I hate that I love you so.. so...
And I also hate that it's all so true...

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