heaven knows

Done with the book that I've been reading the past few days. Truly an amazing story.

I can't remember the last time I read a book that is non-academic related. That has got to be some years back. But I've got to admit, I finished this book pretty fast for my own record. I took less than a week, constantly keeping in mind that I'm not going to have time soon to read it. Planning to get the sequel to it but am wondering when will I get the time to read it.

I can't imagine. 1 year ago, I couldn't imagine at all that this would happen. Well, at least not to me. I visualised it happening to some other people but me. But now that this is happening, I have to ask myself the same stupid question, "why is this happening?" Of course, that's not a very good or smart question to ask cause it's a retaliating question. That's why I labeled it as a stupid question. However, it still goes on....

With the upcoming crazy semester, I really can't foresee the things that will happen along the way. According to some of the seniors, this semester is the determining semester. It determines whether you're "qualified" to stay or not in the course. Interesting isn't it? I'm just hoping that I won't trip while I'm at it. I'm like living in denial recently cause I'm still refusing to accept the hecticness and everything that comes with it.
I need to scream...
I need my Kiwi Loh...
I need my holiday BACK...
I need my dream to keep me asleep...
I need my bear...
I most importantly need my sanity and my mind to prevent a massacre...

Apart from that, I've got some serious adjusting to do. As in adjust my biological clock. Thanks to all the madness going on around, I normally squeeze in whatever free time that I have to hibernate. I think there's a need to shut off from everything every now and then. It's vital.

Right now, body oh body, please don't fail me. Please be good and don't fall sick.