heaven knows

for some reason, i just can't seem to let go of things. it's just too much. and letting go of it all is the same as breaking myself. i always ponder why all this happen...thinking that everything happens for a reason. but i still fail to find the reason behind it all. kept myself going for 1 reason...and now, even that reason is lost.

over and over again the same question appears but i have yet to find the answer. from being a complete person i was few months ago, to a person that is completely incomplete.

everyday is a masquerade. it's a matter of time before i completely lose it all...
everything is a mess and just this once, i can't fix it anymore.

this might be the last blog entry...or it might not. i'm not sure. but for the time being, it'll be left so as this is the last entry...