heaven knows

Some stupid thing has infested my laptop. It keeps popping up stupid stuff saying that it's been infected with virus and all the crap. But when I scan it with my McAfee, there's no virus. What the crap...

Now, let me officially introduce my oh so cool phone...

*pls: logically speaking, this pic can't be taken by my phone.
I have no idea why that everytime someone looks at this phone, and when the person looks back at me, the fella will think that my phone is an AP set. So let me make this clear. Thou does not support neither will I buy AP phones.

On an entirely different note... I have every intention to bite "someone's" head off. Is it that hard to understand simple english and just do it?? I don't think I ever gibberish before and neither do I speek greek. So till now, I don't know what is the problem. *refraining myself from cursing*

Although I really really like the song "shattered", but this time, I'm not going to break and shatter.

And here's a song dedicated to "that"....
Without you, I live it up a little more everyday
Without you, I’m seein myself so differently
I didn’t wanna believe it then
But it all worked out in the end
When I watched you walk away
Well I never thought id say
I’m fine
Without you

Today is either a rather happy day or it is a rather sad day.

Remember the phone that I was supposed to buy to replace my current phone?? I went around scouting the price. It was all less than RM 1000. So I thought it was a pretty good bargain already for a reasonably good phone with good specifications. Finally, I got an offer of less than RM900...even better. After CONFIRMING that I would definitely get that phone after Christmas, IT just had to happen.

This was the IT incident...
After having dinner with my family on Christmas day, we walked around Summit and just looked at other handphones for fun. Then, I told my dad that I initially wanted a different model, a better model of course...Yeah, that model was the Nokia 6210 Navigator. Main intention to have that phone is for its navigation purposes, which is suitable for a person who always gets herself lost...like ME!

And there I was telling my dad that although I like that phone, it was way out of my league cause it would mean that I have to fork out additional RM 350. Super SIAO!! That would make me SUPER DUPER POOR on top of my existing poor condition now. So I didn't really thought much about it.

The next morning (this morning la), my mom called me to ask if I'm going down to KL to get my phone. And she added the extra question to "rub" it in, "so which phone are you buying now?" Sigh... sad case early in the morning. But of course I answered with honesty and also pityful-ness that I would be like super poor if I bought that phone.

Then my mom continued on saying that if the other phone is better than it's up to me. When I got to the shop in KL with my dad, we asked for the Supernova phone 1st. And then my dad asked about the Navigator phone. *cries*

And now, finally... long story cut short. I got the 6210 Navigator and is officially SUPER DUPER POOR now.

Got the phone which is super cool...to me at least = happy
Used extra money which wasn't intended to = misery

Of course... I didn't sell off or trade-in my W810i. My faithful W810i is still with me. No heart to sell off my faithful phone.

I look at my next semester's timetable and I feel sad and depressed already. They meant to torture us for the whole 3 years...confirm!



Can you imagine having a day that has only 1 class. BUT....the class starts from 4pm to 6pm. Isn't it FANTASTIC?! Nothing can compare to Malaysian education system's timetables. Really one of a kind that was meant to drill us and squeeze us dry.



Now, I'm contemplating. To buy or not to buy. Of course I've weighed the consequences of both actions. Still left undecided. But surprisingly, my dad went "research" about it already... like the price and specifications.



And the object that has yet been decided on is....

The Nokia 7610 Supernova.

Since my phone is a bit crazy already, I was thinking that maybe it's time to change my phone. It's crazy in a sense that it is super difficult to charge and I'm always on the verge of having a dead phone.

But "The Green Paper" or in our country, "The Blue Paper", is highly important and which I'm lacking of right now. Sigh... sponsors anyone??

Oo.. I forgot to mention another weird thing that happened yesterday (thursday).

I saw my Management Principle tutor near my church. Weird situation although we were both in our cars and driving. Imagine, my uni is like nowhere near my housing area or nearby. And that wasn't the 1st time I saw him in that area. I saw him once in Pyramid too. Super weird. Now I know why he knows so much about Subang and Sunway when he uses companies within these areas as examples in class.

And so, it's down to the last 24hours before all the work is done. Yeap yeap... After days and nights of hard work/labour, we're finally within that few hours of being free from work. Unfortunately, I'll get this feeling again in a few months time. Hopefully it won't feel as much as this time.

I have to label today as the Weird Day.

Weird incident No. 1
When I went for lunch with my mom in a coffee shop, I saw a guy. A guy that looks 90% like Robert Pattinson. OMG... The only difference is that his face was thinner with not so prominent jaw line.

*once again I'd like to emphasize that I do not have a fan crush or whatever crush on Robert Pattinson

If I could, I would take a picture and put a comparison here. But the guy was sitting right in front of me and facing me. So yeah, awkward to take a pic or to even stare for long.

Weird incident No. 2
While I was leaving my housing area to go to church, I saw from afar a person that looked like *censored*. I was thinking to myself that it can't possibly be. But as my car approaches the turning, the fella really looked like *censored*. So I really opened my eyes big and wide to look properly and I almost took too big a turn. But... it's not *censored* although the person really look a lot like *censored*. Oh well....

I feel like I'm about to fall sick. The "signs and symptoms" are slowly appearing one by one. I don't know what's the cause of it though. But it's definitely irritating cause I hate taking medicines or seeing a doctor. Plus it's near Christmas and I haven't done my Christmas shopping yet. Sigh...

Had lunch with Rachie today. Like finally... After being missing for so long.

Something weird happened today. It's really weird that it made me blur and speechless. It's so weird that... I'm not going to say what it is here. =p

Monkey limewire is having connection problems that I can't download my songs fast enough. Have to find some sort of alternative...

At 1st, I didn't know what "O.A.R." stands for. Now I know that it stands for "Of A Revolution". Pretty cool name. And their song shattered is nice. Yet another song that got me hooked to it. Good lyrics. I can't help but fall in love with songs that have good lyrics and even better when the band / singer have good skills.

"how many times can I break till I shatter,
over the line can't define what I'm after,
I always turn the car around
give me a break let me make my own pattern
all that it takes is some time but I'm shattered
I always turn the car around"

I'm finally back from Youth Camp.

It wasn't as bad as I expected. But the 1st day was horrible. It was because of the rain, and it got the place all muddy and dirty and it got us dirty and wet as well. This camp was like a mini boot-camp. We had the flying fox, kayaking, par course thingy and telematch. Really shows off my un-fitness level physically. Can't really relate it to age right?? But I think the age issue is part of it... And I almost thought that I would get pneumonia already because I bathe crazy cold water everyday. Especially on the 1st day when it was raining and cold.

I think that I'm truly blessed during the camp this time. The message got across very well. It revived me again amidst all the business.

But more importantly, this camp slowed things down for me to take some time to breathe and also to reflect back on a lot of things. Destress... Although I still have many things that needs a bit of rushing already, but I think it's still good.

I wonder why... Why does my mom bring up occassionally which guy is good, nice, etc. Sigh... I don't really get the sudden promotion of guys in front of my face. And my reaction to it was, "give up in loving guys already. now love God only~"

So for whoever that's reading this, you know better. Please don't promote guys to me... currently and in the near future not interested. Unless they come along naturally. Do I look as though I'm so in need of a guy? Although I'm clumsy, but I think I can still manage on my own.

Sigh... I'm so hooked. So hooked to these songs...
The Script - I'm Yours (thanks to my twin)
Iron & Wine - Flightless Bird, American Mouth
Jon McLaughlin - So close

Now.. It's time to "treat" my aching muscles and also my "presents" from Youth Camp. All the nice bruises that resemble 50cents and 20cents need attending to. And also the cut which is itching like mad...yeesh~

Yesterday was quite...an awesome day.

Went out with Ms Jessie aka Dodol. We went on a food hunt you see... all for the sake of Youth Camp. And while we were in Mydin, the stupidest thing happened...

As I drove into Mydin, due to the fact that I haven't been there before, I didn't know where the parking was. I thought it was like the Pyramid parking where they have upstairs and also basement. Since I turned in, I kept on my left...I don't know why...and I saw this ramp going up and I thought it was going to the parking lot anyways. After I got up there, it was the FREAKING WAREHOUSE. Sigh...stupidity of a different level.

After all our food shopping spree and buying stuff, we headed to Pyramid. Met Tim there for lunch and then Tim decided to try out the Fish Spa. 1 word explains it all... Ticklish. Jessie and I were practically screaming there because it was super ticklish everytime the fish sucks out of your feet.

And the conclusion for the Fish Spa is... the fishies are MORE attracted to feet which have dry skin.

Just like what Pei Ying said... Twilight was superb.

For those who don't understand "love" stuff, you won't find this movie interesting and nice.

But seriously. This movie has got my eyes hooked to the screen from the start to the very ending. If you don't know what this movie is about, go to http://www.twilightthemovie.com/

I'm quite tempted to watch it again. haha....

I have been MISSING from the internet world for quite a few days!!!

No, I'm not crazy...YET.

Thanks to church work, my own work (income purposes) and home work... My time is practically filled up from the moment I open my eyes to the minute I close them. Plus, I haven't looked at my SRC proposals yet. *toot*

So here's roughly what happened the past few days while I was "away".

Wednesday (26/11/08).... Busy day No.1
Went down to Sg Long for UTAR Ball meeting. Thanks to my smartness, I bought KFC mash potato to eat while sitting in for meeting. Or not, I'll be like Kelvin who starved till the time we reached Sri Kembangan.

After meeting, is eat/food/happy hour. We went steamboat-ing/BBQ-ing. Super heaty!! Almost sore-throat the next day. But it was nice and fun.
Burned pandan leaves thanks to our intensive BBQ-ing. And I learned some "tricks" from Tjun Kong also for BBQ-ing.